March 2012
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So like my parents found out about my suicide attempt. My dad is trying to talk to me about it but I dont wanna tell him. He’s been acting weird since last night. I woke up today and I didnt go to school cause Im not feeling well at all so I went back to sleep then I woke up right next to him in my room…. like wtf? Hmmm then he asked me if I want to eat outside and everything. I said I...
What if we never met, where would we stand in life...
I'm that person who tries to make everyone smile...
xleahhhh:
So it’s not completely obvious that I’m hiding everything inside~ I’d rather see people happily smiling than see me upset or crying c’:
story of my life…
Have you ever felt?
zabr1na-gee:
Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems...
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“I’m kind of irritated … I want it to go away, but it always finds...”
– Derrick Rose
parents: you are on the computer too much, do something else
me: can i go to a friends house or have some money
parents: no
Anonymous asked: From your tumblr posts I realize that there are still good guys in the world. Thanks for reminding me :)
February 2012
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Goodbye.
So that’s it. I’m done. I can’t handle it anymore. I’ve lost way too many people and so much stuff have been going on here and there. I just lost my bestfriend and so much more people. I’ve been hurting so many people lately… Josephine,Joy… like I seriously turned into someone I thought I’d never be. I dont even know what’s going on w/ my life...
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I.. I just feel like going outside and go to King...
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I wanna commit suicide but I'm wondering if it's...
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I’ve been crying for the last hour. This has never happend before.
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OMG,I can't wait to play football.
Well the season starts at Fall but we already started Weight training today. It wasnt that bad and it was actually fun. I think I had a great first impression to the coaches and they’ve been telling me “You’re doing it perfectly” on whatever I do specially on the Drills. Imma play Wide Reciever by the way. :D
