So that’s it. I’m done. I can’t handle it anymore. I’ve lost way too many people and so much stuff have been going on here and there. I just lost my bestfriend and so much more people. I’ve been hurting so many people lately… Josephine,Joy… like I seriously turned into someone I thought I’d never be. I dont even know what’s going on w/ my life anymore,what my mindsets are and emotions,thoughts and all that shit is just stuck in my head. I’m dying slowly and I could feel the actual pain in my heart. I’m done. Well if anybody in my family would go over this laptop and see this. I just want my mom to know that I LOVE HER THE MOST. I love her more than anybody else in this world. And being a mommas boy since I was a kid and giving me whatever I want. I realized that I have sucha perfect family. My dad… Papa,Well I’ve got my name from you and I’m your Junior. I know you’re always proud of me and sorry for not reaching my dream of finishing college and be successful person that you want me to be. I love you all so much. Kuya and Ate,Please stay strong and take care of my adorable nephews. Oh well…. to Abbey,I’ve loved you the most and I’m glad you’re in a good hands now and I know Chester wont hurt you,grow old and grow up w/ him and be happy with your life. To Freddy and Jose,Thank you two for being the best fucking buddies ever and it’s been worth hanging out w/ you guys,yes every single fucking moment of it. Oh and incase I die from the suicide attemp im gonna try. I want my parents to take my body to Las Vegas and I want to have my grave there. To the best internet people I’ve met… Taylor,Leah and Allison. Thank YOU SO MUCH FOR THE GREAT MEMORIES. Monica,Jackie,Jessica Lopez and Del toro THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. And for the rest… I’m glad to see all your smiles everyday and thank you for laughing from the stupid shit i say and do. Lola Taba,I love you so much and thank you for raising me and my ate. Well I think thats it. Well TUMBLR,Thank you for being the last thing that has been there for me.
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